this is my mind open my mind giving my mind taking my mind away thoughts become ink and paper dreams come to life stars shining bright in the sky at night this is me whatever you are you whenever we are us you and me and you and me real as the time ticking by real as the sun in the sky real as the rain pouring down real as the world going round and round real as the dreams in my head real as the words that you say real as the tears in my face cause the people are living the workers are working the students are studying the builders are building the teachers are teaching the painters are painting the players are playing the dogs are barking the thinkers are thinking the travellers are travelling the cooks are cooking the preachers are preaching the time is passing the light is glowing the time is only passing and i'm right here i'm right here

norman is a guy just like other four or five with his hair cut short and his shoes tied tight norman is a guy just like other four or five wearing a suit and tie with his teeth shining bright and he's sitting on his van waiting for the hunter man to take his heart for the queen but it's not what it seems as he's starting to dream about the normal life he has but he knows it won't last he regrets all his past oh the things he could have done but his hair never grew long and his heart is always cold and the light that never shone in the holes deep in his soul but now it's too late to pray for norman and he's sitting with his mom hanging on the telephone waiting for the lord to come and finally send him home as he's walking in the clouds talking to dogs and clowns and he knows what he needs but he knows he's not free oh the things he could have done but his eyes did never see what he needed to see and his life is full of holes that he didn't try to cope with but now it's too late to pray for norman

just a little boy in a little house by the wheat fields where the sun shines now it's summertime and i'm on my own in my backyard fort with the flies and bugs i'm not good with parties i'm not good with girls can't play spin the bottle maybe i'm just too young i comb and make my hair pretending i am cool but all i want to do is spend some time with you my mom seems to think that i feel alone now my dad is gone but she cannot see every now and then he comes visit me in my darkest dreams in my darkest fears will someone discover? will you finally see? that i can't resist you or your silly feels it seems they're really trying to get us far apart what will i have to do to make you feel that your mine? i'm about to do what i'd never do if it weren't for love if it weren't for you now it's just too late i have done best you can't understand what i feel is true the storm has set outside the sun's no longer gold happiness is over when i'm on my own will you understand me and what you mean to me? or will you run away run away from here? things are slowly changing as you break apart the days seem so long and i'm trying really hard trying hard to hide it trying hard to breath sometimes what it takes is no more than a kiss break free from my monster break free from my past i'm not growing stronger but dreams never last how will people see me? will they feel my love? or will they dissect me like i dissect my bugs?

living is easy when you're alone nobody you need to fight for and everytime it feels like home nobody to see nobody to love all those people with their mirrors looking at their own reflex thinking about their perfection that we'll never ever end you can't satisfy their ego even if you kill yourself love and affection are only worth if you aren't true to yourself you submit under their needs and start working as their slaves hoping to get some atention hoping not to be so sad if you ever contradict it if you ever think it's wrong you'll be drowned, judged and defeated and end up as the bad one the only love we really feel the only love that never ends the only love we can't stop feeling is the love we have for ourselves don't believe in love, i tell you don't believe in love, it''s true cause you'll end up being lonely and you'll end up being blue don't give up on what you are don't give up on what you do because love is just a mirror we're in love for what we look don't give up on joy and hope because things just come and go the only thing that we'll become is someone bitter, sad and old i will not lie or try in vain for something that is just a name i've forgotten about love and love has forgotten me we're all fated to an end it comes quick, you slowly fade so stop living for the other and start living for yourself nothing's ever gonna change the only thing that grows is pain just stop thinking for a second and you'll stop to love in vain

"don't look at me like that" i'm a monster in my deathbed i lay down next to you live the life that never ends i don't know what's going on i just know that i really need you i just know that i can feel you what i really shouldn't feel "don't look at me like that" i shouldn't have let you kiss me i shouldn't have let me feel it i just shouldn't be like that my father left me lonely me mother makes me feel it but you're the one that's with me so please don't let me go "it doesn't matter what really happened what matters is what they think it happened" i'm not what you think i am i am not what i think i am i am what they what me to be so please don't look at me like that i'm living with your monster your pretty lovely monster don't take it away from me that's the only part of you that i still have for me i have to destroy it this monster has to die i'm better when i'm lonely just get out of my sight i thought you understood me i thought that that you believed we're too young to be together but we're not too young just to be it doesn't matter what i really am it just matters what they think i am it's over, i'm right here i've decided not to be or i'll end up lost and lonely now that's nothing wrong with me so it's my turn to transform to the monster that you've been i can't live with all those feelings if you are away from me they say it's all in the past they say it's a part of growing up i'm just one of many others let these feelings die with me die with me