"don't look at me like that"
i'm a monster in my deathbed
i lay down next to you
live the life that never ends

i don't know what's going on
i just know that i really need you
i just know that i can feel you
what i really shouldn't feel

"don't look at me like that"
i shouldn't have let you kiss me
i shouldn't have let me feel it
i just shouldn't be like that

my father left me lonely
me mother makes me feel it
but you're the one that's with me
so please don't let me go

"it doesn't matter what really happened
what matters is what they think it happened"

i'm not what you think i am
i am not what i think i am
i am what they what me to be
so please don't look at me like that

i'm living with your monster
your pretty lovely monster
don't take it away from me
that's the only part of you that i still have for me

i have to destroy it
this monster has to die
i'm better when i'm lonely
just get out of my sight

i thought you understood me
i thought that that you believed
we're too young to be together
but we're not too young just to be

it doesn't matter what i really am
it just matters what they think i am

it's over, i'm right here
i've decided not to be
or i'll end up lost and lonely
now that's nothing wrong with me

so it's my turn to transform
to the monster that you've been
i can't live with all those feelings
if you are away from me

they say it's all in the past
they say it's a part of growing up
i'm just one of many others
let these feelings die with me

die with me